My psychiatrist is super proud of me. She sees how happy I have become. She is proud of what I am doing and how I handle things. My mom agreed with everything she said and nothing was fake or forced about it. We are actually getting along. Le gasp.

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It's so weird to be on break. I guess I really didn't need this one too much. I'm excited buy I wasn't longing for it like everyone else was.
I'm going to have an amazing break;)
tomorrow: Kat von D book signing with Tiffany and Jeremy.
saturday:collaging party with Kayla.. She's spending the nightt.
sunday: finishing up the library up at school with ( Read more... )

I got my early birthday present today... My SUPER early gift
I'm going to see RENT!!!!!
I'm taking Saralee and Kayla<333
This seriously is one dream come true for me. I can't even describe it right now. I'm going to see Kat von D this Friday too.. Best Friday the thirteenth EVER.
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Last night was amazing
I am super proud of a particular stage manager;)
I'm starting to get this super horrible jealousy issue again
Easy tasks have been such a struggle
I've been sleeping too much and I feel high all the time--- not in the good way
Gah I'm scared and impatient

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It's fun getting woken up at two am to a drunken voicemail from some random guy telling you how beautiful of a girl you were at karaoke and how he doesn't understand why you aren't home yet. And he wants you to call him back.... And he says it over and over again.
My names not stephanie.
And I know my digits sound like a fake number
But it isn't
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I'm sick!!!!
Lol I really hate you guys
Just so you know.

Weird ass week.
Drug busts
Teacher interviews
New schedules
Friends having defining surgeries
Being afraid for people
Worrying about people
Confrontations and realizations
Anarchy symbols

Trying to get healthy
Fuckmylife

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Sickkkkkkkk>.<
makes germaphobes uneasy


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The two guys I thought I had a chance with.
Well I pushed one away with a stupid fight. I don't like being called things. I don't like the way he treated me last night. I don't like it when you threaten my friends. Good luck getting your stuff back bitch.
The other I think I have just given up on... It breaks my heart because I like him SO much... ( Read more... )

Another entry in the moment
Everything I say right now could drastically change by tomorrow morning
But in a teenage girl
I'm allowed to do that right?!

-this guy... I have to let go and chill man. Just see what hapena despite the fake of how much I really like him.
-my lungs are on fire and filled with nicotine
-I'm kicking school into high gear
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Yay to watching the guy you are basically in love with be with other girls
Yay to watching that girl brag about her amazing night out all over facebook and myspace
Yay to getting grounded
Yay to getting your iPod taken away
Yay to wanted to kill yourself because at least that way you know you won't be In This house

Yay to completely failing at life
Yay ( Read more... )